I. Started. Youtube.

 YES, YES, YES! As you can read, I finally fullfil one of my 2015's goals!
 My first video went up on Sunday the 26st and it's a makeup tutorial for a casual everyday look. I wanted to write this post earlier but I'm still fighting with my whole new blog theme and I get frustrated every 5 minutes.

 Anyways, I'll leave you the video below and the link of my channel here. I really want you to check out my channel, watch my video, comment and like, is it too much to ask? Please! 

Good bye and see you soon!

Cams x

Turning 18 (July, 31st)

 Hello everybody, this is my first post with 18 years old and it's also my first post being legal, woow! 2015 is still a year full of surprises for me, I can't get accostumed to it!
 I just wanted to share with you a bit of my special day, the food we ate and the presents I received.

 As my birthday was on Friday, I went to school as I normally do and then I came to my house accompined by my friends and we waited for my boyfriend to arrive. 

 We share lunch eating hamburgers and for dessert I prepeared a vanilla mousse with Oreos cookies which I forgot to take a picture.

 We talked, laughed, played cards and had a great moment. A friend had the idea to give me a welcome to my legality and everybody started to throw me grass, dust and also water. It was fun but dirty.

 My mom bought me a huge cake which was a chocolate bomb that everyone loved and also cute vanilla cupcakes.

 And finally, the presents...

 My grandmother (Betty) gave me a lovely pair of slippers and my other grandmother (Mimi) a beauty sweater which I also forgot to take pics of.

My group of five friends gave me a pair of summer pyjamas and a vegetal sponge for body and face hygene. I loved it.

 My mom's friend gave me a super cute and lovely bracelet with a tiny bell which I find super super cute.

 One of my closest friends gave me six bars of chocolate and a bag of sweets. I can barely think of a better gift! I was fascinated when I found out what I was given.

 And finally, my lovely boyfriend showed up with a perfumery bag. I first thought it was a perfume but it was nothing else than a makeup palette of a Spain makeup brand, Mirlans. I never heard from this brand before but when I tried the makeup on Saturday night I was in love with the colours. Here I'll leave you a picture...

 And that's all for my 18th birthday. I hope you enjoyed the post and I'll be posting some cool stuff soon this week! 

Good bye and see you soon!

Cams x

Love Yourself First

'To love someone you first need to love yourself'

  How many times have you heard this phrase? My mother used to repeat it millions and millions times but excluding the part of 'to love someone'. This may be super super hard for some people and easy for others; and I just want to share my personal experience with you.

  I never liked myself. My teeth are separated and, when I was younger, I was afraid of smiling; I didn't want anyone to look at my mouth.
  In puberty, my body got bigger and my skin suffered the appearence of ugly and purple stretch marks that I hated with all my soul. It felt like hell going to the pool or looking at my friends' flawless skin. Also in puberty, my face had a terrible break out which made me felt the uglier girl in the whole world.
  And please don't forget the most terrible thing -the one I'm still trying to get over-, gain weight. I used to be a skinny girl and everybody used to tell me to eat more. However, puberty showed up and messed with me.

  Most of us walk through this kind of situations during life and we can't escape them because they're part of life's cycle -besides it's absolutely necessary for our future as adults. But what weights more is how society accepts our changes and this is the reason why we feel unhappy with ourselves.


  What killed me most was comparing myself with my friends and the popular girls at school -bear in mind I'm on my last year of high school; why am I talking like a 20-and-so years old?- which made me feel so depressed and ugly.
  As any teenager, I had sad thoughts, thoughts of suicide, depression, anxiety, etc. And I also thought that, if I had a boyfriend, I would feel enough for. But, man, how wrong I was! Being in a relationship of nine months, I can assure you that it's horrible to deal with the feeling of 'he'll make me feel good, loved, enough'. My boyfriend makes me feel that way and I love him very very much but what I mean is, you feel insecure all the time -'what if he finds someone better?' 'what if he's cheating on me?' 'what if he gets tired of me?' 'what if he's with me just because he doesn't know how to break up with me?'- and sometimes you get to the edge of 'it'll better if I break up with him'. That really happened to me but I made a change.

  First of all, you don't have to depend on anyone. You're a strong, beautiful and worth woman who knows how to deal with herself. All you need to do is a change because if there's something bothering you, you must take it out of your life.

  If you don't like your body, you can go to the gym, yoga classes, go running or walking -you can take a friend with you- and if you don't want to get out of your house, you can look for classes online -I recommend this Youtube channel-
  If you have stretch marks, cellulite, varicose veins or any other scar; first remember they're scars of your fights, all you've been through and you should be proud of them instead of hate them. They're part of you at least, a little puzzle piece of the masterpiece -you- buuuuuuut you can do exercise or use some creams to make them look better.
  Also if you have pimples or a break out, there are a lot of creams and treatments -also homemade treatments which are healthier-
  There's always a solution, don't panic and breath, you can get over it! 

  And always remember this, you're unique and there's no one like you in the whole world. They may look like you but they don't talk, think, dance, sing, laugh, smile, or be like you. You're worth it, darling; if you're on Earth, it's because you have a mission to get done and please, do it because you're very good at solving it. Cheer up my friend, you're young and free, live the life!

'I love myself and I think you should love yourself too' -B.

Goodbye and see you soon!

Cams x

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2015: Beginning and Goals

  Happy 2015! I hope all of you had a lovely beginning and got your energy recharged positively. 
  It's february actually but I haven't given a worthy welcome to 2015. So here it is, WELCOME 2015! This years seems to be a very very good one on my point of view, what do you think about?



  I moved house on December 25th (yes, on Christmas) I swear it wasn't easy to get accustomed to it but with struggle I did it. I used to live with my parents at my granny's house but it was time for the bird (daddy) to abandon the nest and take away his bird-wife and little pigeon (me!). Almost a month later, we adopted a cat who's called Regina and yes, I keep my dog Larry (I'm not Larry Shipper guys, it was because the bromance)







  This year is absolutely exciting for me. It's my last year at High School and you know what it means... I got my lovely prom! I don't know if in USA or the UK proms are every year for every grade/year but here you have your prom when your school cycle is done. I have mine on November!! 





  I started going to the gym last week and I'm trying to eat healthier than ever, this is my most precious goal for 2015. I need to look fabulous in my prom dress buuuuuuut I also need to be healthy and strong ;)

  My goals for 2015 are:

-Get fit , healthy and strong.
-Get a 90% or more on my Cambridge FCE exam.

-Enjoy my last year on a 100%
-Take singing classes!
-Write at least 10 blog post each month.

-Start Youtube!

What are your 2015 goals? How was your beginning?

Goodbye and see you soon!

Cams x

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